performed by Divalicious Candi (a.k.a. Candice Ann Moraga)

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This is the story of my life…
No matter what I do,
It always seems to end up the same way-
All alone

Despite my good intentions…
BLUE

It’s okay, in the day… I’m staying busy
Tied up enough so I don’t have to wonder “where the f*ck is he”

Got so sick of crying
So just lately…
When I catch myself, I do a 180

I stay up, clean the house
At least I’m not drinking

Run around just so I don’t have to think about thinking

That silent sense of content
That everybody gets

Just disappears soon as the sun sets

He’s fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts-
He floors me with dread

Soaked to the soul,
He swims in my eyes… by the bed

Pour myself over him-
Moon spilling in…
And I wake up alone

If I was my heart,
I’d rather be restless

Second I stop, the sleep catches up
-and I’m breathless

There’s this ache in my chest
‘Cause my day is done now

The dark covers me, and I cannot run now

My blood running cold-
I stand before him

It’s all I can do to assure him

When he comes to me…
I drip for him tonight

Drowning in me, we bathe under blue light

He’s fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts-
He floors me with dread

Soaked to the soul,
He swims in my eyes… by the bed

Pour myself over him-
Moon spilling in

And I wake up alone…
And I wake up alone…
And I wake up alone…
And I wake up alone…